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(take a picture) [26 Dec 2005|02:54am] http://ipods.freepay.com/?r=26290009

(take a picture) [29 Nov 2005|10:53am] i have been reborn. i am officially lesbian. no joke. =( shoukd i kill myself? ok im jking im still lebian though

(6 broken cameras | take a picture) [16 Nov 2002|02:05pm] i think i died like 10 times today...so as of now im dead... . if i ever wake up i'll let you know... . the feeling of wanting is the same feeling of loneliness to me. i want to rip out a part of my body..and see if it hurts more..less..or just the same.. . i should be happy ..things arent bad...they arent good either...they are just unsure...the future ..certain people..myself..i hate this i want to run and cry .but i have no concrete reason to so i wont i refuse to be called a drama queen right now.. . so i guess i'll wait..to see if someone will save me...FUCK HEAD CALL ME

(1 broken camera | take a picture) [01 Oct 2002|01:36pm] ..i am the sex

(1 broken camera | take a picture) [24 Sep 2002|12:34pm] look closer to see what im made out of .. ... ..i am about to combust..i like him ..and yes there are butterflies ..too bad this is all an illusion.. boys arent to be taken so seriously at first..because then you end up with swollen eyes... - i want some coffee ..a good friend ..and someone to hold my hand.. why cant i have all three at the same time?

(2 broken cameras | take a picture) [12 Sep 2002|02:36pm] " so obviously desperate ..so desperately obvious..." .. if we could all walk around the world pretending we knew what we were doing ..this cloud of doubt that would be lifted of my head would make me unbelieveably attractive .. i wanted to talk about something i knew and then i thought that i should read a book..but spending too much time on those things make you want what you cant have.. imagination is a bitch and at the end im still left with nothing..

(take a picture) [11 Sep 2002|06:14pm] a hectic day ..seems like things dont ever go right... .. its ok ..im sure the sun will come in sometime soon cue the sun

(1 broken camera | take a picture) [10 Sep 2002|03:20pm] "...money is like sex you only want it when you dont have any"

(1 broken camera | take a picture) [09 Sep 2002|06:38pm] .. me and bina talk alot...we talk mostly about our lives and how happy we are too have each other..i am happy to have her ..i dont know where i'd be without her... . .i dont want to lose sight of whats important ..putting too much worth on boys..and how they feel about me...im important because i just am ..not cuz some guy thinks im cute..i need to learn that ...reminder to mel : learn self importance... .. like someone said earlier..band boys..are dicks! this is going to be friends only ..so add me ..and i'll add you back

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