...something extroardinary

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 07:54:02 GMT

http://ipods.freepay.com/?r=26290009

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 15:53:11 GMT

i have been reborn. i am officially lesbian. no joke. =( shoukd i kill myself? ok im jking im still lebian though

Sat, 16 Nov 2002 22:14:31 GMT

i think i died like 10 times today...so as of now im dead...
.
if i ever wake up i'll let you know...
.
the feeling of wanting is the same feeling of loneliness to me.
i want to rip out a part of my body..and see if it hurts more..less..or just the same..
.
i should be happy ..things arent bad...they arent good either...they are just
unsure...the future ..certain people..myself..i hate this

i want to run and cry .but i have no concrete reason to so i wont
i refuse to be called a drama queen right now..
.
so i guess i'll wait..to see if someone will save me...FUCK HEAD CALL ME

Tue, 01 Oct 2002 21:36:57 GMT

..i am the sex

Tue, 24 Sep 2002 19:41:53 GMT

look closer to see what im made out of ..
...

..i am about to combust..i like him ..and yes there are butterflies
..too bad this is all an illusion..
boys arent to be taken so seriously at first..because then you end up
with swollen eyes...

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i want some coffee
..a good friend
..and someone to hold my hand..
why cant i have all three at the same time?

Thu, 12 Sep 2002 21:39:21 GMT

" so obviously desperate ..so desperately obvious..."
..
if we could all walk around the world pretending
we knew what we were doing ..this cloud of doubt
that would be lifted of my head would make
me unbelieveably attractive
..

i wanted to talk about something
i knew and then i thought that i should read
a book..but spending too much time on those
things make you want what you cant
have..
imagination is a bitch
and at the end im still left with nothing..

Thu, 12 Sep 2002 01:20:37 GMT

a hectic day ..seems like things dont ever go right...
..
its ok ..im sure the sun will come in sometime soon

cue the sun

Tue, 10 Sep 2002 22:23:03 GMT

"...money is like sex you only want it when you dont have any"

Tue, 10 Sep 2002 01:43:47 GMT

..
me and bina talk alot...we talk mostly about our lives
and how happy we are too have each other..i am happy to have her
..i dont know where i'd be without her...
.
.i dont want to lose sight of whats important ..putting too
much worth on boys..and how they feel about me...im important
because i just am ..not cuz some guy thinks im cute..i need to learn that
...reminder to mel : learn self importance...
..
like someone said earlier..band boys..are dicks!

this is going to be friends only ..so add me ..and i'll add you back